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16...
hence, all tried hard to squeeze up the bus..
furthermore, it was after disneyonice, meaning there're lots of kids..
i can hear the kids shouting "mummy, i'm scared"..
and the mummy will say "don't be scared, i'm here.. i'm holding on to you"
can imagine huh...
den gt one aunty shouted "stop squeezing, there're kids in this crowd"..
i turned and looked at her, piangz, she is like trying her best to squeeze up the bus too..

anyway, went orchard and i met mr han..
apparently, he is still a bai jia. muahaha...
spend money like no tml..
alright, though he saved the money on tt 90 dollar shirt... after forcing me to give him the opinion of not buying.. haha..

den he went to meet nono they all to celebrate jinghui's belated birthday..
was tired so din wanna join..

went to IT fair w my sis today..
got what i needed.. yeah!! haha..
it was ya, squeezy.. but think nt as squeezy as sat...as what my sis say..
and same as fri when i went with caris..
i tot last day wld be super squeezy.. haha.. apparently, not so..

tt's all..
tata...

-our love story ;

Saturday, March 14

went to MDIS to make payment today..

well..
i have made my choice..
shan't think of it liaoz..

wEnt to IT with Caris..
so long nv see her lo..
haha..
she's realli swarmed with her new portfolio..
poor thing..
bUt jia you for 1 more mth worz..
and u will be freed like me..
and fly to ur bf side.. get married and haf babY!!
haha...
hOpe i will be able to send u off when u fly off...
if it's on a weekend, i will definitely go..
you have been a real good friend cum colleagues for these 1 and half mths!!
real glad to meet ya!!

i realised that as i grow up..
the new frenz i made are also realli better..
hurhur...
i hope it will be better!! miaoz.. but in MDIS, no high expectations..
i told wendy i m gonna be a loner there lo..
haha...
i ain't a friend maker though...

i shld stop looking back.
but it's hard..

anyway.. i haf been slacking these days..
and gt to noe myself better..
i m a selfish girl..
but to some ppl who treat me gd, i m veri generous..
i hate ppl who manipulate me..
i m stubborn...
yapz..
haha...

sicked of the bruise..

anyway.. tt's all..
tata...

-our love story ;

Sunday, March 8

fri went for my medical checkup..
first time i dun haf to rush down to NUH frm my office..
so i tot everything wld be fast in a while, like always.
den i registered myself, went to rm 10..
HECK!!
different nurse...
2 diff nurse..
i knew i m in deep shit..
i looked at my mama, and shook my head..
she said it's gonna be fine..
well.. i think i noe the nurses there beta than her..
waited a long time, exercised my hand..
den it was my turn..

went in...
nurse: name and IC no pls
me: Erena, 88XXXXXX-I
nurse: okie, sorry i need to tighten this(the stretchable thing to stop my blood flow to the upper arm)
me: it's ok, make it as tight as possible(once bitten twice shy, beta tell the nurse) cause my vein are veri thin
nurse: okie, it's(needle) going in.. today we are gg to take 3 tubes of blood..
me: yes, i noe...
a while later..
nurse: your veins are thin..
me: yes, i noe, i told u earlier... has the blood come out?(coz i dare nt see)
nurse: yes, but the veins are thin so not much blood.. i can onli take 1 tube..
me: ...........
(nurse began to squeeze my arm to let blood flow.. wa piang.. first time i c nurse press my arm... like squeezing sugar cane)
me: I want to change nurse..
nurse: change nurse? but why... anyway, the other nurse are nt here..
me: .... (shit! darn it)
nurse: ok, i am taking this needle out coz there is much blood flowing...and u rest for a while... before i find another vein..
me: (heck!) but the other nurse always get 3 tubes of blood in juz a while... (emphasized on ALWAYS... i m a regular patient)
nurse: ok, we will try again..
me: (den i look at my hand..heck.. she poked at a vein i nv used b4... though on the same hand... no wonder no blood!!! quite pissed at this time)
me: erm, the other nurse usually poke here..
nurse: o, is it? ok, i am going to try this vein..
me: ok...........

and then she poked.. this time super painful... arrghhh..
den it was damn long..
soon, my left arm was numb..
den i could nt hear anything..
den my vision start to black out for a while..
den i start to feel giddy...
den i feel like vommitting..

din feel like toking to the nurse..
but she din seems to see me in pain..
i almost fainted..
wa piangz...
it was the longest blood taking session that i have had..

den i rested..
and proceed to rm 10 for blood pressure taking and weight and temp..
den the machine carn take my blood pressure coz i felt giddy during blood taking..
so the machine keep squeezing my hand.. right hand became numb and cannot, den proceed to left hand...where the blood is taken frm!!
my left hand.. poor left hand..
haha..

in all... platelet count still low...haiz..

den went out with mama...
den suddenly looked at my hand where the blood is taken frm..
what the heck..
a big bruise!! purple colour.. dark purple..
bout 1.5cm big!!
heck...
took pic of it..
so if next time i go and it's the same nurse, i will show her the pic and die die wan to change nurse...
even my 5 days stay in hospital prev, everyday take blood, oso nv result in such big bruise..frm onli 1 hole!!

arrghh..
angry!!

alrights..

tt's all..
tata..

-our love story ;

Tuesday, March 3

wEnt to eiLeen's 21st b'day party on sat...
lOve the cake. haha..
and the chicken wiNgs..
tt's the food i can rmb.. what are the rest? haha.. satay!

dEn mOnday went back to office..
to clear my last stack of stuff..
hand over to Caris..
sorry caris... handover so many things to u all at one time..
haiz.. realli feel bad..
and my portfolio is really tough to do...
handover the whole morning..
den ate lunch w them...
and off i go!!

anyway.. i din mentioned how blur a sotong i am..
i tot my last day was last fri(27 feb) haha.. and went ard tell ppl..
hence, 2 weeks ago i had a few free lunches..
in the end, on my "last day", i received an email frm HR to inform me my last day is on 3rd Mar..
so when confirmed i need to work on mon & tues, i went to the diff depts to say my bye bye and to tell them i m invisible for 2 more days.. to do filing..
and wasted the whole day.. my whole fri was chaotic..
den at 6 liddat.. when i m about to go off to meet jas they all, boss came and tell me she has gotten approval for my last day to be on fri.. but coz the adminstrator has left, my id will onli be cut on Mon..
sianz... so i worked till 11pm to clear my stuff..
plus our dinner(PASTAMANIA) delivery came at 10.45pm when we ordered at 9pm!! they promised 45 mins... den still wan us to pay.. and no original receipt.. my colleague was damn angry.. i m too tired to be angry.. haha... den we gobbled our food and went back..
den so sorry ah peg that i can onli pass you the food at 11 plus..
anyway, glad u liked it!!

btw, i met Eric on monday.. haha.. i brushed past him at the orchard mrt station..
bUt he din c me...
anyway, he looks the same.. hurhur... nv grow taller somemore..muahaha

slacked at hm today..
shiok! haha..

going to bored soon i know..

tt's all.
tata!!

-our love story ;