*_____rEtArdEd mOii*

YUMMY!!!!
i lOve wasabi!!! YUMMY!!!
haha....

today.. tOt of what i did previously.. hMmm shouldn't haf doNe tat.... bUt toO late fOr regrEts... anYway.... i juz gOt to nOe myseLf beta....
i m a compromisIng pErson bUt dUn fOrCe me to a cOrner....
cOz i thInk my attItUde will sucK dEn...
n it will take a few mths or years to reFlect on tt attituDe... haha...
lala..

duNno why i m alwaYs the oNe initiAting..
so tiring..
it's as if no one cares n bothers...
hmmm.....

nExt....
neglEcteD
uNwanTed
is super duPer wat i m feEling...

blOod tEst agaiN on tUes...
hate it....
i realLi wanNa go bAck danCe....
doc pls pls let me go dance...
antibOdies... pls be goOd... stoP attackIng my plAtelets....
bOne marRow... pls be good.. cOntinue pRoducing mOre platelets...
sterIods.. pls be good... stOp puffing me up....
gaStric..plS be good... dun lEt me sUffer frm gaStric all the time.. eat the medicine i feed u....

tt's all...
tata.....

-our love story ;

Thursday, March 22

lalala...
wEnt oUtta wiF ah pEg n ivan toDay.. haha..
three oF us seRiously duNno what to do la... so wEnt to watCh moVie n stOned... haha...
dEn after tt weNt faR easT walk walk... n reaLli walk...we nv gO into the shOps at all... n ivan will juz walk pass the shop n say "the clothes here are nice"... n den we juz walk past.. haha... nv go in..
dEn weNt to eat at food republic.... hEhe... i think tt's the best lahz... juZ sit n eat n chat.... chat for 2 hrs liddat...
den after tt weNt hm.... n gonNa plan for another outing with ah peg after she is back frm Bali... mUahaha...!!
n tt ivan.. keEp wanting to go oUt again osO.. but everything wan us to plan..arrghh.... haha... n he's planning for his retirement.. oh man.. guilty me... i m juz stoning at hm everyday this holiday... haha... miaoz.....
well... my luck is coming back once i go to Tf02..mUahaha... coz.... 2 days ago... i lost a button of my bag which my mama bought... den w/o this button, the handle will drop... so i use super glue to glue it.. nv tell my mama.. haha... miaoz... but i keep having a sixth sense tt i will find it somewhere.... so today.. i rushin to meet ivan n ah peg.. so i nv bother to search for it ard my hse area.... but when i walking on my way hm, i keep having the image of the button lying somewhere waiting for me to find it n a strong feelin i will find it.... so i walk very slowly, head down, n ta-da!!! i found it at the bus stop there.. mUahaha!!! so happY!!! lala... whole thing is so unbelievable... coz there is construction of steps going on there.... den piangz.. 2 days liaoz.. n i found it!!! haha.. c... my luck is coming back!!! haha.... lalalala.... happy!!!

hMmm.... yea.. tt's all.. nice seeing my ah peg n ivan today!! haha... though we haf no plan n walking ard aimlessly.. haha....
tata!!

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i m back to TF02... haha..
wa... tues was like battling... called ah peg in the morning n waiting for 12pm to arrive...
den at 12pm, everyone rushes to choose their class...
BUT... again... my enrolment was not successful at all... panicked like siao.... almost cried.... heng ah peg was on the line... den she help me to enrol.. n phew.. i gt in... hehe....
so....conclusion..
ah pEg is yet again my saviour...
where to find such fren ah? haha.... loVe her lOts lOts lOts!!!! mUacks ah peg!!! haha....
so happy i was in tt class again!!! lalalalalalalalalalala.....
after the self timetabling... went out wif peimin to bugis.... den she gt into TF07... almost whole of TF04 ppl go there.... hmm... but frm wat she analyse... she's gonna haf a tough sem... hmm.. feel very guilty oso.. coz i nv go into same class as her... n the day b4, she n vivien actually called me to ask me join TF04 ppl.. haha.... tok like an hr plus.... miaoz.... wei nan k... but anyway.... class oso chosen liaoz... TF07 no matter wat i oso cannot get in coz it's gone when i login.. but i think no matter wat, i still love TF02!! haha...
den den den... go eat Sakae Sushi wif her.. nice nice... hehe..the fried fish so nice.... lalala... n strawberry dessert so nice.... yummy!!! n wasabi!!! so nice!! yummy!!! i think beta than Suki eh.. coz the sushi do not haf too much vinegar.... lalala..... hehe.. can be my sushi kaki... lalalalala...

tmL.... going oUta wif ah pEg n ivan!!! haha.... yea!! goNna meEt ah pEg!!! kEke.. n tt ivan keep wanting to go shopping.. like singapore got wat thing to shop sia.. n guy somemore.. think he juz wanna spend his pay onli nia.. haha....

lalalala..
kkz...
tt's all...
tata!!

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Friday, March 16

haha.. jUn is back!! lalala.
btw... sorry wendy wor.... think my phone realli gt prob..
anyway... meet jun at bugis yesterday... hehe... dEn went to eat pastamania.... lala... so nice nice... n today.. my mama cook pasta again.. miaoz..... nvm.. gt lotsa cheese n i'll love it!! yUmmy!!!
deN think i play with my ipod too long while waiting for jun... den gt headache n eye very heavy.. tt's y i din tok much in the beginning.. sorry ah jun... bUt seriously i ain't bored.... it's gd to c u found n bought things u need.... n i realli enjoyed ur company...!! den bugis is super sian lor.. haha.. nth to walk.. so go orchard... den go c jas work.... den after tt continue shop shop with jun...
i think shopping at orchard a bit beta ah.. plus my headche oso gone.. haha.... den funny lah... jun called hugo n den she put loudspeaker for him to send regards to me, den in the end too loud... imagine sitting outside kfc at far east there... den piangz.. so pai seh.. haha...
after walking.. so we meet jas n went to sakura to eat.. at orchard there de.. .wOots!! so nice la.. n at last.... we can eat so comfortably.. dun need to cook...haha... yummy... the food.... yummy... den a while amanda came.... wendy gt work n jenn too.. manz.... why jenn's boss so bad dun let her come.. arrghh.... eileen gt camp... so in the end... 4 person eat nia.. but nvm.. still fun... but it's been so long tt a full clique come together... haiz... eat ah eat ah eat....
den now... i gt sore throat.... miaoz... think i eat too much baked oyster..haha... coz it's so yummy... like no link ah.. but to me i think gt link but i dunno how to explain...
but jun going back on sat.. haiz... den today she meet sherman they all.. as i not so close wif them, tt's why i din wan to join them today... plus i gt sore throat... nia la... haha...
n hor... workin so xin ku hor jas.. next time the aunty wan to take ur customers, u take her customer la... haha... say "aunty, u new comer, come i help u" oso.. haha... bluff through... bad aunty... may all the customers she snatch frm jasmine is fussy customer n hound her for one whole day type.. so she snatch one customers, customer fussy n keep bothering her, jas can haf more customers... sacrifice one n make more money.. haha...

lalala.... tt's all..
craving for my oreo dessert... i wan to buy n make again!!!!! miaoz!!!
n i wan to eat ice cream... cold cold so my throat will feel beta.....
miaoz...

-our love story ;

Tuesday, March 13

wEnt for my bLood test todAy oNce again..
this time i m smarter... i did a lot of hand exercise b4 i weNt into the rm so my veins will expand...
n this time... oso beta place... i m back to the Cancer Centre.. WOOTS!!! cOz the nUrse who take bLood is beta.... so this time.. super successful.... i was so hapPy i kept smIling to the nuRse..haha....
dEn resuLt.... my platelet of coz went up.. to 136.... still not nOrmal thOugh.. miAoz... bUt ..
my steriods can be cut doWn!! yEa!! by one tablet.... n toDay den i realised she is giving me high dosage of steriods... as in reallI high... coz i heard frm my father tt doc usually try not to gif more than one steriod for normal situation.. oh gosh... so nOw.... i haf to c the trend to c if my body is dependent on steriod... which i hope not coz i dun wanna live with it for rest of my life... n i dun wan to get rid of my spleen... no no... no operation on me.... tt's the last resort though....
den 2 weeks later go for another blood test... so everything now is so uncertain.... haiz....
today when i walk in the hospital.. i felt as if i m walkin in a human body ah.... with the different departments... it's so interesting.... hehe... lalala...... thinkin of smth... hmmm... haha...

anyway.. i was thinkin..why i did so much when like no one seems to care... hMm... i duNno but tt's the feeling they are bringing across to me... hmmm... i dunno.. nvm.. i will haf someone to tok to soOn.... jUnyce jUnyce.... i gt so many qn to ask....

miaoz miaoz miaoz.....
lalala...
nth to say....
tt's all..
tata....

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Sunday, March 11

lalalalala.....
i m out of funka...
haha...
lalala.....
bUt i m hapPy foR the persOn replAcing me...
bUt i m sad for myself...
haiz....
bUt what to do.....
bUt i m nOrmal eh.....
as in..... why so manY ppl treat me as if i haf some serious illness...
i can do wat i do normally u noe.....
nah nah.. it's ok i dun get into funka..
sad but nvm..... i oso dun wanna slow their pace...
anywAy...
today... went to JP to walk walk alone.... so sian there... gt kids model contest.. so cute....
wanted to go library onli to find out tt library shifted outside.... miaoz... lazy to walk..
i walk into ToyRus... haha... almost walk in kiddy palace....
lala... dun wanna stay hm.. so bored.....
dEn went to big shop n spent a bomb.. goSh... my eye popped out when i heard the price.. haha...
coZ bored so bought smth to do....
haha...
nOw i m deprived of so many things i can still do..
ppl making decisions for me...
miaoz..... miaoz... miaoz.....

jUn called me toDay.. so damN hapPy... cOz she is comin back on thu!! woOts!!! lalala....
i m so happy!!!
lalalalalalalalala..

tt's all.. tata....

-our love story ;

Friday, March 9

i wan to drink sugarcane juice....
all jas's fault!! haha...
lalala
nana is happy today
coz nana went out wif jas, wendy n amanda....
haha... plan the time tt me n wendy should be early n jas n amanda late...
in the end... jas the earliest...
i jUz dunno how to play with time la..
den went to seoul garden to eat..
not drumlet... oh man...
eat n eat n eat..
wa... amanda now can eat a lot ah...
haha....
den tok n tok n tok...
i love the chatting session...
after tt....
go take neoprint..
haven taken for so damn long....
haha.....
old liaoz is liddat ah.... hahaa....
thanks sugercane, shu kan and xun yi chao.. i've enjoyed myself super duper muchie today..
love all of u.. mUacKs...
pity jeNn n eiLeen carn make it..
hOpe next outing they can make it....
hehe
tt's all
tata

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Tuesday, March 6

lalalaa...
i lOve gOing oUt wif ah pEg!!!
hehe...
yestErdaY dIn nOe whAt to eat n we r neaR hEeren so we weNt to eat Vila'ge..
kEke...
nOboDy there de.. sO nice....
shE oRdered her dunno potato thing wiF chEese sAusage...
den me oRder steak.. mUahaha!!
den gt ham n cheese crepe & calamari..
woOts!!! so niCe.... yUmmy.... n gLad sHe enjoyed her foOd...
deN b4 we lEft... bOught a chOcolate ball to top up the amT so can haf 15% disCount.. haha...
n the ball is sUper nIce... n suPer siNful... n is suPer nice... n is sUper niCe... nOw i m cravIng for it.. oh mIaoz...
btw... shE bOught some VCD... wat Saw 1,2,3... dEn damN groSs la.. in the eND.. she tolD me the whole story for saw3.... dAmn grOss... haha.... arRgghhh.... nV goNna watCh it so dun lend me ah PEg..
dEn wEnt to waLk taka... den she sUddenlY crave for the japanese seaweed... oh man.... nv in my life nor hers tt we haf to search for it... usual we can get it easily in sch.. haha... find find find den cannOt find...
dEn gO far eAst walk walk.... serIously... orchard nth to walk.. singapore super small leh.... haha.... but nvm..i enjoyed the company... lala.... n in the end... we actually spent the most time in a shop called Watson's... haha.... coz she found her seaweed.... n we bought smth to "play".. haha.... lalala....
den decided to walk back to heeren to walk walk.... den on the way.. we decided to eat smth for dinner though we quite full.. but i need to eat smth in order to eat my medicine.. haha.... good excuse... so went to paragon delifrance... n eat.... mUahaha.... she ate waffle wif ice cream n me.... fudge wif ice-cream.. so yummy!!! hehe...
n ah peg so funny... i tokin bout my bone marrow incident n the blood thing... den her hand soft den fork drop on table, so noisy... hahaa...... she carn stand the blood thing.. in the end... i help her to cut her waffles... haha... now think of it, still think funny... i din except realli gt ppl listen to bloody incident, the hand can no strength de... keke...
den after tt go heeren... walk a while.... den go action city... second place we spent a lot of time there... saw a hp strap is blood transfusion packet de... haha.. show ah peg... she no strength again..hehe.... den both of us bought a hp strap...hehee...... cutey....
btw... we saw yuchern oso.... haha....
hMm.... ah peg going bali on 18-22.. miaoz.... goNna meet her after tt!! haha... den go on eating spree again... n by tt time.. mayb my face realli become square liaoz... haha....
lala..... love going out wif ah peg... lalaa.... like going out wif my elder sis liddat.... hehe.... lalala....

today another slackin day at hm... new drama on channel 8 at 9pm... c the hospital n the needle... wa... my hand n leg no strength.. haha....

tata..
tt's it...

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Sunday, March 4

yEsterday...
wEnt to mEet mIngli bUy her stuff
dEn went to nEssa'S hSe...
saw her hellO kiTty palAce...haha
atE stEambOAty!!
hEhe.....
but a whIle fulL cOz kEep dRInkin the sOup...
i qUite quiet thEre cOz sOme ppl i duNno.... hehe..sO soRry nEssa...
watCh urs, mine, ours again with mIngli whiLe the rest majoNg-ing...
wEnt hM at 10 plUs...
hey hey... n hOr
so mAny ppL liKe wuzUn n the shOw... mUahaha..
i quIte surpRised..
cOz tt time wHen i craZy, nobOdy crazy wif me
maYbe i nv sAy muCh...
dEn nOw evEryoNe snAtching wUzun...
n everyoNe chIong-ing the shOw on youtube..
haha...
dEn i can diScuss with tHem bOUt wUzun.. woOts...
jUn oSo nOe boUt wuZun..
c... he so pOpuLar..
lala...
kEke.....
miaoz.....

TML!!!!
my date partner is....
ah pEg!!!
hEhe....
bUt sHe nauGhty..
bLuff me treat her to fuLlerton hotel..
i tOt ok.. coZ i dUnno
till she say it was a five star hoTel...
n my pOcket will blEed...
haha..
okie...
bUt wanNa treAt her to sMth nicE...
cOz she is sO niCe to me...
cArn wAit tml....
lalaa...

mama jUz remInded mE i m haviNg my blOod test in 9 mOre days...
NONONONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
haTe it....

lalalaala..
tt's alL...
tata.....

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Friday, March 2

lala lala... weNt out wif jas today...
ate pasta... hEhe.. n fondue.... yuMmy.....
but gastric kept acting up.. miaoz...
nOw... leg pain.. haha....

tmL gOing to neSsa's hse bai nian.... yea.. sTeambOAty....hurhurrr....
yUmmy!!!

mOnday oUtta wiTh my deaR ah pEg.. gOnna giF her a big hUg when i c her.. mIss her so muChy!!! kEke.... so excIted jUz thInking bOut it!!! like sO long nv c her liaoz.... hMmm....

toDay... wenT hEeren den saw the sakae sUshi gt some promo.... but dinNEr eh.. hMm.. nvm.. ask peimin first... hEhe.... promIsed to eat susHi wif her.... yea yea!!! research n decided to try sakae.... la lalala.... duN eat the raw salmOn can liaOz.. mayb one slice?? hehe...

hOpe can haf clique gathering though eating same thing again... seoul garden... hMm.... soMetimes eat too much the same thing, juz think of the food n the procedure we gonna eat, roughly can guess when will be full... haha...

jUn.. when u come back, the whole clique go somewhere beta to eat.. jas n me plan liaoz.... new variety of food..

oNe day i m goNna try ma la huo guo....

i nOw super soupy... kEep wanting to drink soup.. hehe....

now... all tt is in my mind is food!! lalalalaa... haha....

anyway..i dreamt of blood test again.... haiz.... n i dreamt i choke on my steriods when i try to swallow...miaoz....

blood test.steriods.doctor.hospital.

whenisallthesegoingtoend

lalala.... i lOved being cared for... hehe.... lalala....
i m a little kid now... keke....

tt's all.... tata

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