*_____rEtArdEd mOii*

nah la... everyone ask me the same qn when they c me... mUahaha... so used to it... n i gt reason ah.. haha.. gd reason somemore.. mUahaha.... n thanks gal ah... anyway.. i m happy that u n shir has improved in dance... i can see a difference.... hEhe....
st--> yea... will take care.... hEhe... thanks le....
jas--> qi2 kuai4... u mostly LT73.. i all LT 73.. haha... but so funny.. nv meet.... even the rest i oso nv meet.... mIaoz... onli jenn i met but oso not in sch.. haha...
wEndy--> hanor... nv dance for long.. now i yao1 suan1 bei4 tong4.. haha.. kEke....

okie... back to me..
i yao1 suan1 bei4 tong4 now.. but pain at different new places... as in i nv muscle ache b4 de area...
i think now my mind like put a lot of thing lei.. but i dunno gt put wat... cOz i can feel tt i did not concentrate a lot when someone is toking... n i dun like it... miaOz... but think these few days is coz i gt bad headaches.... sO sorry ah if u c like i nv concentrate tokin to u... or like not listening to u... oPps..

today DPM was fun.. hEhe.... did not choose wrong module.. juz like wat i tot... gt hands-on n not juz sit down there listen to tutor tok... today... our first hands-on is to draw a poster for paper clip.... so me, peg n peimin form a grp... so we brainstorm... n i tot of some superman scenario.. n ah peg came out wif a story line... haha... draw a villian holding paper clip with evil smile... coz he used the paper clip to clip Superman's cloak so he cannot fly to save the world... haha..

den i burst into laughter n laugh like siao... n they both of them stared at me.. mIaoz... so funny la... i aint so tickled for a long time.. haha.. so i laugh till my face like tomato again.... haha...
anyway..tutor said that ours was creative.. mUahaha... n i m so happy tutor din take back the poster.. so i brought home.. haha...

kk..
tt's all..
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weNt to Botak Jones wif nessa...
ate fish n chips..
nice n cheap...
but too muchie.. haha.... den see the person beside us eat the beef burger..
oh gosh.. tt's a lot.... but i see the cheese so yummy type.. haha...

weather is so hot today... haha..

den after tt went for dance..
so tough..
miaoz..
i m still very inflexible..
carn turn n all... miaoz....
haiz...
what to do..
i dunno..
sad-ed.....
anyway...
did floorwork..
miaoz... tryin so hard not to hurt myself n go back with bruises...
protecting myself mean i get stuck in foot work n carn do the steps.. haha..
in the end... still bruise....
i m so dead...
but lucky not knee... protect like siao..
if nt, i can stop dancing again..mUahaha..

so tired....
miaoz..
how i hope tml no lesson...
but..
dream on huh...
haha..

treasury is fun..
lecturer fun...
tutor oso fun..
how i noe tutor fun..
coz tutor is lecturer..
mUahaha...

den yu chern brought some jap packaging food for us to eat...
CHEESE!!
sticks of cheese..
so damn nice...
muahaha..
i love cheese..
goNna search for it....
mIaoz...

tt's all..
tata

-our love story ;

Wednesday, April 18

oh ya oh ya...
saw smth interesting in the hospital..
when i was walking to the canteen, i saw a box on top of me moving...
so cute eh..
so i ask my papa
n he say tt is to carry the documents from one place to another..
oh my...
so fun!!!
haha....

kk.. tt's all..
tata

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Tuesday, April 17

wEnt for foLlow-up..
today bLood test was painful..
miaoz..
den nurse say my vein difficult to find..
miaoz.. den cannot blue black, if not tt vein carn use..
but now i c... haiz... mayb realli cannot use liaoz...
platelet count drop.. but still normal range...
cutting on steriods...
carn stop steriods immd... will haf dunno wat effect..
haiz..
suffered frm damn bad giddiness when i wake up in the morning..
whole day head super giddy..
haiz...

anyway... b4 it turn 12 midnight...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNYCE!!
haha..

kkz.. tt's all.. tata!!

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Monday, April 16

miaoz..
start of sch...
what a way to start sch..
straight 4 hrs of lecture..
miaoz.. in the same LT....
with boring lecturers...
miaoz...

anyway... many.. or rather most.. or rather those whom i nv meet during holiday..
first qn..
"why are u so swollen?"
haha..
i blamed the steriods... mUahaha.... well.. it's true wat....
n some carn recognise me....
miaoz....

after the boring lectures..
went to vivo wif ah peg, zwen n huihan...
ate at white dog cafe..
muahaha..
calamari so yummy!!
striploin.... nice!!
triple mushroom soup.. yUmmy!!
wa.. the mushroom soup literally like drinkin porridge... so thick la... drink one bowl full already..
plus a seafood platter that ah peg's ex collegue treat us to it.. mUahaha..
hardly could eat the striploin..
but love to eat striploin.. so.. muz stuff into my stomach no matter wat... mUahaha..

weNt fOr dance..
at last...
saw jenn n desmond at bus stop..
so nice to meet her again.... after so long.... hehe.. happy!!
oh ya... so scared.. so long nv dance.... gt tt fear in me....
anyway.... so tough... i m so incompetent... haha.. i m so.... not flexible liaoz... super like stone dancing...
n after dance.. i m so xin ku.... head pain.. face pain.. eyes pain.... nose pain.... feel like fainting on the bus.. haha.. smell blood.. so scary.... miaoz....
btw.. din tell my mama i went for dance.. mUahaha.... bUt i din get scoLding coz i gif all excuses i could.. mUahaha...

oh.. btw.. i bought donuts.. mUahaha.... happy!!

anyway... i dun feel myself... as in.. dun blame me if i aint concentrating talking to u.. coz i dunno wat's wrong wif me too... i feel so away frm planet earth... haha.... so tired.... think i m used to the sitting at the sofa n watching tv doing nth.. so today.. to me is a hectic day....
i m adjusting to poly life again..miaoz..

tmL... blOod test again.. wish me luck...
i dun wanna take steriods anymore...
"Erena, u need not take the steriods anymore.. Congratulations!!"
i hope tis is wat the doc will say..

once again..
be good antibodies
be good my blood... juz flow into the test tube without causing any trouble ok...

another thing...
surprise today...
when someone msg me in the morning when i m on my way to sch..
i wonder who isit...
open...
ah peg..
oh my gosh...
she is early.... manz....
n i m happy... haha...
n i juz giggle n smile throughout the bus journey...
haha...
i carn believe she is early..
oh man...
muz haf faith in her..
turn over a new green leaf... haha...

anyway.. happy to c my TF02 classmates....
happy to c karen..
happy to c peimin, vivien....
happy to c jenn...

yawns!! tired....

tata!!

-our love story ;

Sunday, April 15

lala...
yesterday mEet ah pEg... gO orchard lOok for budget pResent for kEith... haha..
den meet zwen..
den go kEith's hse..
super uLu..
anYway... nOt very fUn coz we r the onli gals there.. miaoz....
stayed for bOut 2 hrs deN off we gO..
bUt gOt to plaY the Fifa thing... haha....

miaOz..
tmL sch start..
siaNz...
thOugh stay at hm oso siAnz..
but tot of studYing moRe sian..
n somemore after this sem no more holiday... go attachment...
mIaoz....
sian sian sian...
haha....

n thanks ah pEg for the prez frm bali..
love it!!
hehe...

tt's all...
tata!!

-our love story ;

Sunday, April 8

oh man...
craving for donuts nOw..
mIaoz....

dOnuts dOnUts dOnuts
dOnuts doNuts donUts!!!

miaoz...

tata

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Saturday, April 7

lalala....
today watched a jap show... hospital de..
den they showed an earthquake n after effect of situation in hospital..
wa..
stunned in front of the tv hugging my spongebob squarepants pillow..
so real....
carn imagine wat happen if an earthquake happens in midst of an operation....
miaoz...

gotta do some baking..
lala....
wait for mood to come.. haha

tata.....

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lala...
hmm.. ah pEg is off for her holiday...
come back quick k....
den we go out.. haha...

miaoz...
4e1 gathering is cancelled..
coz too few ppl are going..
well... kinda understand how soo feng they all will feel....
but when u nv tried planning an event, n failed, receiving all excuse frm the ppl
it's difficult to appreciate the ppl who tried to plan them...
well.. at least i admit i was once such person...
regretted not attending prev gatherings..
(maybe i m super free now, so i think more.. haha)

dig oUt my past memOries while lying on bed..
pri sch, sec sch, poly
suDdenly i think
wOw... i actually haf so mUch courage to go throUgh all tt
whEre did i get thOse coUrage frm
hOw did i sUrvive in sO many situatiOns..
den i tot..
jUz like blood taking lOr..
one sec b4 they take, shivering like mad..
den ur number is called, die die oso haf to go in..
sit down there.. think to urself.. one sec onli..
den one sec passed...
tt's it... den u think back, where did u get the courage frm 1 sec ago... when the alcohol swap rubbed on ur hand, n u noe the needle is going in the next moment...
haha...
tt's life i gueSsed...
but without those situatiOns..
my coNclusiOn..

i could haf been a happier person....
but a weaker person..
but i rather be weak to be happy...

tt's wat u do when u haf nth to do.. think.. n think.... n think....

tt's all..
tata...

-our love story ;

Tuesday, April 3

lala... changed my blogskin...
uSed tis b4 but gOt soMe pRob with it..
sO nOw test tRy..
iF stilL got pRob.. goTta seArch fOr new blOgskIn again... haha

thEre r sO manY thIngs i caRn uNDerstaNd...
n i doUbt nO onE can cleaR my doubts...
sO...
i wilL jia yOu to find the aNs...
n i will pRove my pOint...
lalala.....

tata!!

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