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a situation of mixed emotion-->is when a man sees his mum-in-law falling off the cliff in his new car
me like this--> How to make a man do sit ups?
Ans: put a remote control between his feet!!
hahaha.. so damn funny... i think peg is so clever.. coz i din understand most of it... n she explained to me... haha... if u dun understand the ans to the qn.. oh man.. u missed a great deal... haha...
n today.. i saw jenn... hehe.... so happy to c her.. muahaha..... hope she's doing fine ah.... haaha....
to mY dEar fren ah pEg,
i m sO damn sorry ah.. dUn feel unloved k... coz i love u a lot my dear fren.... realli!!! hEhe... but due to unforseen circumstances... it is hard for us to meet up for lunch n so on... but i m realli tryin my best to squeeze every sec of my lunch time to find u... u noe tt... unless the class wans to go to SIM to eat n tt's difficult... haiz... but i will nv ever forget u de k..... n u beta dun forget me.... no matter what happens in ur class.... endure k for the sem is ending soon... when the self timetabling starts.. i make sure i m the first few to get into TF02.... n we will be together again... n crapping... i seriously miss crapping wif ya.. though meet ya now during break n after sch.. i m sure we both r tired n nv crap as much... haha.... yea.... i hope tt mayb next wk we could dig out time to chill together.... as my dance schedule wun be as tight too... yea... tt's all... juz to let u noe u r the best best fren i've ever made in my this phase of my life.... realli!!! poly life will nv be so interesting w/o ur presence...hEhe... i loVe u!! muacks!!!
yea.... tt's all....
tata!! Sunday, November 19
xUe gAo gals... lOve dEm.. muackS!! 
thAnks my sNow whIte n dWarfs for cuMin.. love ya!! 
mE n nEssa in chAmbermaiD costume..hehe..
wEnt oUt wiF jas yest!! wOots... haha... first went to orchard... walk.... still.. a boring place.... haha... den went to vivo.... hEhe.... but there actually nth much... but den... jas intro me to go pull and bear... oo.. nice shop... quite me.... hehe.. next time can buy things frm there... n i love the sweat shirt.. hehe... but dun haf my size.... arrghh.. jas helping me to check on tues at orchard there de branch.. pray hard haf.. hehe...
den went to roof top at nite... yea!! i love the roof top there.... makes me wan to fall in love.. haha... den saw a lot of couple.. very funny one leh... they all sit 2 by 2 at the steps there.. .wan to take pic but too dark.. miaoz... haha... den i love the scenery... woots.. bagus!!! haha... love it....!!! haha....
anyway.. bought a few stuff.. hehe.... tml sch again.. but it's ending soon.. my hell will end soon..happy happy.... hehe.... but not i dun like the class ppl.... well.. actually... some i dun realli like.. n i nt used to their working method.. n the dun help ppl thingy.. miaoz... or rather.. i super dislike 1 person.. haha.. miaoz...
pray hard i dun go into tt class for next self timetabling.. i dun trust the sch liaoz...realli.. if they haf a day to queue up n do self timetabling... seriously.. i dun mind.. haha....
tt's all..
tata....
when will dance start?? Friday, November 17
watching youtube for the danzation.. haha... missing the convention centre.. missing the excitment b4 going out to the stage to perform.. muahaha..
can dance pls start soon??pls pls pls... hehe...
went to vivo wif nessa yest...n thanks nessa for the peppermint m&m... hehe.. it's nice!!! den shop wif her... den ate bakerzin... hehe...lalala.. but i nv go the roof top... arrghh....
tml outta wif jas... yea!! hahaha.. mUahaha.... carn wait..
weeks pass faster n faster... i love it... hehe....
oh ya.. saw seowting today.. hehe.. like so long nv take bus wif her liaoz.. hehe... though nt same bus but same bus stop... haha... wanted go out coz fri but in the end... no where to go so go hm.. c c c ... singapore so small.. haha...
kkz... tt's all..
tata.... Thursday, November 16
hMm.. so much haf happened.. i so wanted to tell peg bout it... but she today nv go sch!!! ahhh!!! haha....
anyway.. i think it's so funny... i nv met wif such situation b4.. so sucky.... hmm.... this gal.. i dun understand wat she wan... result tt impt? okie.. impt so u dun haf to be sent back... but still.... dun haf to liddat de lor...
my thinkin at first.... i gonna be in tf04 for onli 1 sem.. i aint gonna involved in any politics.... but u forced me to... u forced everyone to dislike u... tt class... do things.. so scary.. hmm.. i m neutral party.. until today..... u forced me... to be bad person... haiz...
she... formed grp wif me, vivien n peimin... we.... wanted a topic.. she dun wan.. she scared.... tt the article will not enable her to do well.... den... during tt tutorial.. w/o informing us.... changed to another grp.. leaving the 3 of us... i dun mind... seriously... stress is lighten... but peimin they all angry.. i mean it's understandable... realli.... this action means... u dun respect us.. not responsible... think we are stupid n u r cleverest.... think we wan to fail n dun wan pass our modules...
den.... today.... w/o notice.... u plan a tok wif us... wif 2 witness beside u.... peimin said sorry to u on sun.... shouldn't u let things rest? i dun understand why u muz make things worse... tok to us... i nv like such thing... nv! i nv think tokin things out will help.. no one believe me... i wasn't angry at all.... during first half of tok... she's the one toking... none of us tok.. but another vivien said we shld tok... den peimin fed up... coz tt gal is pushing all the blame to us... n she can say..." i m not blaming anyone"... peimin pull vivien n me to aside.. we tok... i said we shld stop this tok... but they say it will help... okie... go back tok... she scold us... say wat shouldn't disrupt her n walk off when she's tokin... man...i m pissed... den.... she starts pushing blame to teacher say wat teacher nv gif her chance to tok to us den she announced tt she not in our grp... k... fine... den she said at least 3 times...." if not we can go to the module tutors n tok in front of them... the tutors be judge"
WAT THE HECK?!! k.. my patience off.. i m angry...i m so pissed n suffocated.... at last... i voiced out... i ask her to stop coz it's nt helping... everyone seems to be more angry... even i m angry... she continued tokin... i stopped her for 3 times... she din bother...
k... who the heck say this tok will help?? never k!! i dun like such tok... i dun like!! i wanna cry there.... i dunno... memories are relive....
in the end.. i heard so much... tt grp she forced herself into actually din wan her.. but they too soft hearted... watever... she big ma... scholarship ppl.... brain bigger than mine.. so i oso say sorry to her juz now..... wat crap.. i dunno why i said tt.... anyway.. tt sorry wasn't sincere... i meant to be sarcastic... tt she big la.... haiz...
crap.. i m realli pissed.... anyway.. after tt tok.. went wif tf04 gals to Lot 1 eat suki sushi.. mUahaha...
kkz.. tt's all.. n my internet connection is so fine now.. haha...
pEaCe oUt!! Wednesday, November 15
hMm? mY dance pRoduction is over?. Haiz? n damn it.. my hse de internet connection gt prob? so now den post.. haha?
hmm?. On sat? is the first production? thanks jas, jeff, jenn, leen, wendy, jun, hugo and soo feng.. thanks u ppl for coming to watch this performance? I really miss them?. Haha? n my first performance to me I think quite ok?. The response was good for those items I was in? but of coz? for others, the response oso veri gd?. Haha?.
Den on sun?. peg, nixi, Elena, huihan, nono, zwen, Elaine, jinghui, jianhui, yu chern n shawn was there? I dunno if ivan went coz I din c him? haha.. den piangz? liyana say SOUL went sia?. Den I inside busy tying ppl?s hair n mine? den nv go n take pic.. den at the end? I forgot bout them?. Ahh!!! Haha? n hor?. Tat day.. ann tok to us?. Her tears can really make one cry ah? haha? anyway? I love ann!!! Hahaha.. although sometimes I may think why wasn?t I chosen for some items n stuff, deep inside? I still love her?. At least? she trained me to wat I m now?. i wish she wld be my instructor till I graduate.. but i doubt so.. coz her back is hurting her so much? I c her rounding her back each time she teaches us a step I oso feel very sad de feeling?. Because of us, she continue to endure the pain? haiz?
Anyway?. Now tt I haf 2 weeks break from dance.. I feel so damn empty.. I think everyone has the same feelin? we carn take it? haha? I wanna dance? through this production.. I think it kinda make me grow mentally n emotionally too? I think I really love dancing n I wan to dance? I aim to be a good dancer under the hand of ann? I m sure I can.. there?s so many things I carn do in the past n I can do now?. Esp my turns?
Anyway.. in tf04.. I think things r getting worse.. haha? political probs? hmmm.. funny? haha? juz thinking how this person can do such things makes me wonder? is result tt impt??? Tt one can juz break a friendship n make the friends ard who try to make her adapt to the class feel so betrayed n pissed?? Haha? anyway? nth to do wif me oso.. haha? I m juz a passer-by? I will change my class next sem.. I definitely will?
N I muz thank peg for tt choco u gave tt day? hehe? n sorry wor? I think I neglected u? errr? though I noe u are happy for me? but hmm? I try nt to do tt k!!! love ya k!! hehe?.
Kkz? tt?s all? may 2 weeks fly like a rocket.. I wan to dance!!!
peace oUt!! Saturday, November 11
hMm.. tMl is the day...!! feelin excited.. very tired too!! haiz....
kkz.. tml jas n jun they all cumin.. excited...!! woots.. pray hard i wun do wrong steps!! cross finger... kkz.. gtg n rest...
tata!! Friday, November 3
seriously.. tfo4 is pushing me so hard i carn breathe...
projects timeline seems to line up one after another...
i got production....
i carn research..
i m burning midnight oil to research..
my brain carn think....
i m scared of michelle n keith..
they r so clever tt i carn breathe.. their thinkin speed is 10 times faster than me...
o man...
GOD!!
pls... a miracle...
i wan the 18 weeks to pass ASAP!!
I CARN TAKE IT!!!
its too stressful!! Thursday, November 2
haf been dancing non stop for past weeks.. haha... n.. next wk is the production!! woots!! hehe... but realli wor... yest wat ann said struck me.... i wasn't realli excited bout the production... i think is coz the training was held for so long tt i trained till i dunno wat is the purpose of all the late nite trainings for... i noe for production but forgot the importance of it... perhaps it after so much of demoralisation... now.. i shall use my less than 2 weeks to find the importance it has in me.. hmm... n juz dance it out... yest, for the first time.. i carn sleep bcoz of the production.. haha... good sign huh...
den den den ... o ya.. this sat... yea!! can stay overnight in sch.. mUahaha... n gonna dance continuously for 2 days.... ok... but still can sleep la... haha...
n hor... wat's tt spamming in my tagboard ah... bo liaoz....
ok ok... tt's all... i gotta go...
tata...
